Bittersweet

As we all know, hidup ni macam roda, kejap kau kat atas, dan suddenly, after a blow or a hit, kau tertolak jatuh ke bawah.

It sounds cliche, but bear with it, life is all about cliche things being so realistic.

And it wasnt nice, wasnt a happy feeling, and it makes you wanna stop and run away.

Be it a haunting unpleasant past, yang buat kau fobia sakit hati sampai sekarang, atau just some painful annoying misunderstanding, atau some teguran yang makan dalam, atau just some hatred yang dah tersimpan dalam, atau a very sad moody bad  today atau very stressful upcoming exam and tonnes of things to be studied.

There are things, indeed, yang kita taknak hadap, taknak open up, taknak terima, taknak berlapang dada, takmahu mengaku, taknak move on.

But somehow, at some point of life, kau kena jugak hadap.

And my very favorite quote from biha is, " kau pejam mata dan buat je, decide je, hadap je, anddd tarraaaaaaaa it has ended "

Hahha. Easier said than done, tapi thats just so true on so many levels.

And bak kata my econs lecturer, " its a free country, to do or not to do, but the faster you finish it, the faster you can move on with your life "

Yeah, so, lets pick up our courage bits by bits, and move on.

Kau yang decide apa yang kau nak jadi, to do or not to do, to make a change or not to make a change, to accept things or keep denying all the way through.

Human do make mistakes, as we are all imperfect.

Dont deny yourself. Accept and forgive yourself first, then only you can make peace with others.

Dan all these good thoughts ni ilhamnya dari Dia.

Till then, assalamualaikum 😊